Monday, April 27, 2009
...today is again one of those days that i really get to miss you..i don't know why but i still wish we could work things out...but i can't do it on my own, so it's useless because i know you have let go...i just wish you at least tried or even considered the option ...i hate missing you because i know i'm only hurting myself more...
Sunday, April 19, 2009
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Hi soy, i just texted you earlier today and i'm sorry i just can't help it...i know you are right letting go is the best thing to do but why does it have to hurt so much? ...you were the best thing that happened to me and i will never forget you...thank you for replying to my text for being man enough to admit your fault...thank you for understanding how i feel, i just hope that i didn't have to feel this pain...i will let you go, slowly but i will....i hope we can be friends in time...thanks for everything....
letter to vince 4/19/2009
dear vince,
i'm sorry for last night..i can't help but think how foolish i am for thinking that you still care. I don't mean to push myself to you, it's just that i can't let you go yet. I want to see you, i miss you so much...i hope one day we can be good friends still, i guess that will be my wish because i know that there is no room in your heart for us....
i'm sorry for last night..i can't help but think how foolish i am for thinking that you still care. I don't mean to push myself to you, it's just that i can't let you go yet. I want to see you, i miss you so much...i hope one day we can be good friends still, i guess that will be my wish because i know that there is no room in your heart for us....
Friday, April 17, 2009
Letters to vincent
dear vince,
how are you.. i miss you a lot but i don't want to let you know. Im still hurting, you've hurt me a lot. I wish i can make the pain go away but i can't. I'm mad at you not because you broke up with me but because you've made me believe for so long that you love me. I remember the last time we spent time together, you said you're going to make up for our lost time and that i don't need to worry about anything then last Saturday you tell me you're not happy with me anymore, that you don't feel the same way like before. You just don't love me anymore. I've never felt so stupid in my life because i saw it coming but i didn't believe it. My friends have been telling me about it but i didn't believe them not until i heard it from you. The only thing i'm thankful for is that i finally got it all clear but still why did you have to keep it for too long. It hurts a lot, you made me live in false hopes and lies. I'm still mad at you because i'm still hurting. It sucks that i am hoping that you miss me and that you think of me sometimes. It sucks that i still want you to be with me and work things out. That's why i'm not going to tell you about it because i know in my heart that i have to let go. I can't keep you, i can't let myself do that. I remember our first day as a couple, you held my hand and kissed it, you said you're the happiest person on earth. It was a magical night, we had a lot of magical times that's probably why it hurts so much. I couldn't think of anything to say to you anymore except that i wish you talked to me about how you felt but you're a coward, you always have been. You can't tell me in my face that you don't love me anymore. You can't admit to me that you were wrong about what you did. You're too scared to feel my pain. I love you and it hurts, it will hurt for a long time. I don't know when i will be okay but i hope that time comes soon...
how are you.. i miss you a lot but i don't want to let you know. Im still hurting, you've hurt me a lot. I wish i can make the pain go away but i can't. I'm mad at you not because you broke up with me but because you've made me believe for so long that you love me. I remember the last time we spent time together, you said you're going to make up for our lost time and that i don't need to worry about anything then last Saturday you tell me you're not happy with me anymore, that you don't feel the same way like before. You just don't love me anymore. I've never felt so stupid in my life because i saw it coming but i didn't believe it. My friends have been telling me about it but i didn't believe them not until i heard it from you. The only thing i'm thankful for is that i finally got it all clear but still why did you have to keep it for too long. It hurts a lot, you made me live in false hopes and lies. I'm still mad at you because i'm still hurting. It sucks that i am hoping that you miss me and that you think of me sometimes. It sucks that i still want you to be with me and work things out. That's why i'm not going to tell you about it because i know in my heart that i have to let go. I can't keep you, i can't let myself do that. I remember our first day as a couple, you held my hand and kissed it, you said you're the happiest person on earth. It was a magical night, we had a lot of magical times that's probably why it hurts so much. I couldn't think of anything to say to you anymore except that i wish you talked to me about how you felt but you're a coward, you always have been. You can't tell me in my face that you don't love me anymore. You can't admit to me that you were wrong about what you did. You're too scared to feel my pain. I love you and it hurts, it will hurt for a long time. I don't know when i will be okay but i hope that time comes soon...
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