Dear Vince

i just hate when i miss you. Its your birthday today and i can't sleep just trying to figure out if i should greet you or not. Why does it have to be so hard. I'm so scared of what you are going to say. And then as i look at my phone i again received those messages from your ym. Those messages that you said were spam mails. Why do i have tp receive those msgs from you and your the only one that has an account that keeps on generating spam. I always ends up assuming that you miss me too. So here I am again about to make a fool of myself...i have decided to greet you...i don't know what you are going to say and i hate the fact that i still assume in my mind that you still have feelings for me and that there is a chance for us to get back together....i hate it it kills me inside because it brings me back again to square one....

Dear Vince

It's been a more than a month now since we broke up...tomorrow it'll be your birthday and here I am staring at your name wondering if i should greet you or not...i miss you still...I can't decide what to do...i wonder... do you even miss me too?...hai...would you want me to greet you?...if only god would give me a sign...i'll probably just greet you here....i don't know...