Dear Vince

i just hate when i miss you. Its your birthday today and i can't sleep just trying to figure out if i should greet you or not. Why does it have to be so hard. I'm so scared of what you are going to say. And then as i look at my phone i again received those messages from your ym. Those messages that you said were spam mails. Why do i have tp receive those msgs from you and your the only one that has an account that keeps on generating spam. I always ends up assuming that you miss me too. So here I am again about to make a fool of myself...i have decided to greet you...i don't know what you are going to say and i hate the fact that i still assume in my mind that you still have feelings for me and that there is a chance for us to get back together....i hate it it kills me inside because it brings me back again to square one....